Wednesday, April 28, 2010

It’s crazy to think that tomorrow around this time I will be in surgery if not almost done. I am nervous and excited, and so many things are going through my head. I keep reading my manual on what to expect and what to do, and keep thinking there is going to be no way I am going to remember all of this. I have this tendency to stress and “sweat the small things”. Yes I know all of you will say I will be just fine, but in the back of my mind I keep thinking about the “what-if’s”. I want to do everything right the first time around, someone asked me the other day if I could die during surgery. I know he was just joking around, but seriously, I could. I mean yes the chances are slim, but still its one of those things that does cross your mind. Anyhow I am ready for this new adventure and life change, but nervous too.

So on the lighter side of things…its time to clean out the cupboards. Yes my pasta, bread, buns, tortillas, potatoes are a thing of the past and will be leaving my house for a long while. Its time to get serious, and not have temptation in my pathway. So anyone wanting to increase food storage let me know I will send it your way.

1 comment:

  1. Well... here you go..... a start to a new way of life! Your going to do fantastically! We are here for you sweetie! Our prayers are with you too! Love and hugs!

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