Still Learning...

Ughhh... So last night was interesting. So I think sometimes that I think that I am "normal". I forget that I am not invincible and that the band will disapprove of certain things. And well last night was no exception to this rule. Last night we had gone with some good friends to this great little spot downtown called Shogun, its a sushi bar. It had a great little patio area and great atmosphere. I had been craving sushi and I know when I go out with these friends it is not hard to convince to get sushi. So I ordered my rolls and headed back to the table. Put in one piece and doing good. Second piece ok...however all of the sudden it was stuck. Seriously...i have 2 rolls sitting in front of me and I am stuck on the second piece. Geeze...now the real problem what do I do. I am in public feel like i need to up-chuck this because it hurts. So I do what any girl would do excuse themselves from the table and head FAST to the bathroom. Luckily there was nobody else in there, because unfortunately it was coming back out. I was so irritated and embarrassed. Ugh it was so uncomfortable. Finally after a few minutes I was feeling better headed back to the table and passed my plate to someone else. Bummer I won't be enjoying Sushi for a long time. Who knows if I ever will be able to. I may try another approach some time in the future, but not the near future. That was a little more pain then I like to experience espcially in public. So the moral of the story no sushi for me... :(

Little life Changes

So in this new adventure one thing I have told myself is to make baby steps in changing the way I do things. With that being said or thought or whatever you want to think today was one of those days to practice what I think. So I decided to accomplish two things at once. I walked to the grocery store to pick up some things for dinner. I know for some of you who know where I live you may think big deal, but for me I feel like this is a step in the right direction. Although to be honest it was somewhat of an easy walk, at least it was a walk. Baby steps ok!...lol. Nahh we are getting there.

Also something even more fun is I picked up some new workout gear. So if anyone knows me I love shopping and fashion. I love finding a good deal and I love feeling good in what I am wearing. I have been trying so hard to refrain from shopping due to the fact that well I am hoping not to be in sizes for very long. So I have decided to try and limit my purchases, however I can always justify a new workout outfit. Right? Right! I was once told that if you feel good about how you look you have a tendency to work harder and push yourself at the gym. So no argument here I will definitely find the outfit that makes me feel best. So I now am the new owner of 2 new outfits or gym gear and am feeling good. I think I am hooked on the capri workout pants now. Maybe after a few more pounds loss I will post some pics of the new gear.

Firsts...

So before I forget I thought I would share my first "fill" experience. So I think the majority of you have heard me discuss what a "fill" is, but just in case. A "fill" consists of adding saline to my band to make it tighter so that the food moves slower into my stomach leaving me filling full for longer. Well after surgery we are asked to come in about 4 weeks later for your first adjustment or fill. As scheduled I went in. I wasn't really sure what to expect. I was a little nervous, I mean there is a huge needle involved so what do you expect. So basically it goes like this. Nurse 1 said to nurse 2, do you want to give it a try. I think to myself...try?? Ummm guys I don't think she should be doing this if she is only trying. I want an experienced person doing this, this is my first time. Needless to say it made me all the more nervous. Nurse 2 started feeling around on my abdomen and pressing hard. It was slightly uncomfortable. All I could think is I may be fat, but seriously I still have feeling in my stomach. I actually said something to nurse 2 to let her know it was hurting. She said oh just a minute. Finally after her "thinking" she might have found the port nurse 1 steps into to double check. Hey thanks for checking...nurse 1. Anyway long story short my first "fill" experience not the most pleasant. Not terrible, but not comfortable that is for sure. Here is hoping that my next adjustment which will be next week will be a little better.

Niece and Nephew WORKOUTS!!

Well it has been absolutely too long. I know this and have been reminded of this often by friends and family. I do need to apologize. Life has gotten busy, but that just isnt a good enough excuse. I am vowing to be better at this. I know that I do better reaching my goals when I write them down. So I need to start on it.

I am doing pretty good it was 2 months on the 29th of June, and I am down 32lbs which I can not complain about. I am feeling so much more energy. This past few weeks I have had the opportunity to spend time with my niece and nephews. Its amazing how much more energy I have to play with them. So something about me is I have the cutest niece and nephews. I have been spoiled to have such great kids to enjoy. I love spending time with them and the best thing about it is I get to be a kid again when i play with them. I love it!! Can I just say it has been YEARS since I was on a trampoline, and probably more because of my weight, and the nervousness of getting on the trampoline and causing some things to break, and not just on me. It is amazing the confidence that I have after loosing 30lbs. I love running around and playing with the kids. They keep me on my toes that is for sure. It also has helped this past weekend when I did not have time to get in a workout because of spending time with the family, I was able to get my workout by chasing around the kids. Thanks Melisa for sharing.